All i do is suffer

I just want to scream the truth
I want them to see my pain and I can't take it
I want them to help me

I don't want to be afraid
Of the faces around me
I can't stop screaming for help
Crying for the pain and regret it leaves me

I want it to be over I'm tired of being afraid
Of The darkness behind the corner
Killing myself slowly inside just to be comfortable

I want to die and be happy
To be able to smile the truth
To be able to love someone and trust them

But I'm scared
SOOO SCARED

I'm crying and shaking in a corner inside
of me I'm alone in the darkness nobody can
save me

Why do I have to suffer!