Loving in Pain

Is It worth it all the pain, to feel empty and sad
But not know what do with it all
The sadness that he brang and left in minutes
The tears left behind when I new he couldn't love me

The things I forgot to say
The emotions I tried to hide
The pain I gain everyday
The emotionless face I wear, to show nothing

I watch him, be with many
Change in every way
Growing every day

He will never Look at me
He will never Love me
He will never Hold me

The darkness in my heart continues to grow
As I slowly disappear,  dyeing inside and crying
But what can I do, He's moved on
He doesn't see my pain and the darkness I have gained

He will never love me even though I'll live through life
Dying inside loving a Boy who could never love me

Life, Known, Seen

What do we do with all those people who don't listen
The People who think we are stupid
That we don't know anything
About life, Love or the future

That we must abide by the rules and follow them
We do learn and we do understand most things
We do understand what love is
But how do we explain it when it can't be explain

if we could tell how we felt, would it be true NO
We have learned because we have lived and we have made mistakes
Even if people don't know what we've done

We all have a deep dark secret maybe two that we can't tell
But that doesn't mean we don't know how cruel life can be
Some of us may not have felt the same pain as others
But we've seen it happen and know better

We may be young but we ain't weak, we have learned about
Life as we lived it, we've watched it and we understand it
So why criticize us when we understand a lot more than we have told the world

We have grown without your protection, We have Known without your supervision
and we have seen without your eyes.

We Know, Understand and will over the years so why do you still worry
It's still a mystery to us

The World and Destiny

The darkness of the night embraced her light death
as she stumbled slowly toward her destiny,
Eyes stained in tears and clothes stained in blood

Why did she need this feeling of accomplishment
The feeling to be able to looking the mirror and accept yourself
To feel wanted by all those shadows that told you otherwise
To fill that void in our hearts

Why does the darkness rip at us
Tearing our hearts and dreams apart
releasing the pain and the envy
the emotions we try so hard to forget

The world is too cruel, it doesn't accept who we really are
It judges us for or personality, our character and our Attitude
The world thinks that we must abide  by their rules be their, puppets and do their bidding
We must wear their choices, say their wisdom and learn to be perfect

But nobody's destiny is perfect, its torn, crumbled, changed, shattered
Nobody knows who'll they'll become before they know who they are
We must keep seeking our true selves before the world destroys our destiny