Dying of This....

Darkness crushing the soul

Blood flowing from my wrist

It hurts so bad

I want, No, to crave

The words Death

To feel the Knife

Slice into my skin, The pain

But Mostly pleasure

Is it worth,dying

No being accepted

I just smiled, laugh

And cry

I don't want, to die

But my past, My secret 

Haunts me

Making me sick,

Paranoid, Alone

No matter how hard I scream

It never leaves me

The dark imprint of hands on

My skin

I am dirty, Filthy

You cannot love me

Nor ever want me

I aint worth it

Let me die

Let me go, be free

To be reborn as someone beautiful 

Someone who can be loved

Nobody wants me

Nobody needs me

I'm tired of the loneliness

Corrupting my soul

Nobody will hold me

In their arms

And say I love you

Don't leave me

Why? Because the world

Finally realized

Without me, Their live would

Rule

No, Depressed and Retarded me

With nothing but a ugly face and body

Will ever be loved by them

The perfects

The popular

The UN-tainted

How do I keep on living

Dying of this Loneliness