Broken

I made a mistake, something I wish

Could be erased

Every night a constant reminder

Of the stupidity of my own innocence

A tear slowly falling from my eye

As I look at myself in the mirror

Ugly, Tainted, Broken

That's all I see

Breaking down every time

I am Reminded

Restoring to the blood that drips

Down the wrists, I promised never to do

Empty promises as people leave

Nothing left, Why should I stay?

My heart is cold, Where is the love?

I'm alone, I'm scared

Stupidity, I was stupid

Why couldn't I read the lines

That man gave me that day

The day he asked for a favour

Who knew it'd make me dirty

How many times will I cry

How many times will the nightmares haunt me

Until I cannot take it any more

Broken is who I am

Broken is who I'll always be

Something shattered cannot be repaired

My heart lye's in pieces

Once whole but now nothing

I'm nothing but a shell

Of who I use to be

Kill me please, Let me die

I'm so tired of waking up and realizing

There's nothing for me here

The man I love left me

The pain and insanity stronger each day

I'm broken and broken is who i'll always be