I tried

I didn't ask for this

I didn't want this

To be cornered without a way out

Forced into something I never wished for

A candle a year, wishing for change

Blow it out and make a wish

Everything change's

Nothing stays the same

The monsters keep winning

their stuck in my head

I stopped praying

for life to get better

the marks on my skin 

keep getting deeper

I want to feel better

Stop the tears on my cheeks

But nobody holds me

And tells me i'm okay

I tried to deal with my problems

keep them all on the inside

but they built so high

I blew up and cried

I destroyed my room

The one that gives me nightmares

I destroyed the things

I loved the most

I destroyed the love

I wanted so badly

I destroyed me 

Becuase the mirror couldn't take it

I gave up

Because I don't know

Who the demon in the mirror is

Is that girl really me

Or the dying one underneath