Injected with lies
Injected with pain
I close my eyes
And i shall sleep
No more pain
No more tears
Just silence and emptiness
I'm sorry
I gave my all
I gave my heart
Too many times
To break
I have nothing left
Not even a heart
For even that has grown
So cold
My skin burns
From my nails embedded
My eyes they sting from
The makeup running
I'm a monster
I ruin the things i love
It's my fault
Im sorry
I love you, but i was
Injected by Gods lies
God he hates me
God he laughs
God I'm done believing
God your nothing to me
God you lie
I prayed every night
On my knees, in tears
The moment when the pain
Was too much
I prayed when happy
But you laughed at me
Cuz i mean nothing
I am nothing
But i joke
Inject me already
Let me lie to sleep
My eyes to never wake
It hurts again
I laugh silently
In the darknes
Cuz my pain
It is so fucking funny