Why?

What did i do to deserve

Your betrayal

What did i do to deserve

The pain

Your promises and your words

Held such hope and such devotion

You wanted to prove something i was

ready to stop believing in

But in the end

Your walked away

Like so many before

Shattering my heart with

Your fingertips

A toy I am in God's game

He sends me into happiness

And rips me out with broken wings

I gave my last bit of hope to him, to the guy

With such kindnes

But he tore me apart again

What did i do to deserve this?

Is this my punishment

What did i do to deserve this?

Did i do something wrong

I drop to my knees and pray

God please tell me what i did?

Tears rolling down my chin

This pain is far too much

I know life isnt easy

I know there will be horror

But why is my life so bad?

Why did i have to go through all of this?!

Why did i have to gain the nightmares

Why did i have to gain the depression

That makes me fit soooo many guys standards

I scream to the sky

God please fucking tell me why?

What the hell am i doing?

Fucking tell me please!

I don't understand nothing

My heart is shattered 

My hope is thin

My trust is hopeless

My pain is never ending

God why?

Why?

Why?

I'm scared of everything

My tears, fall silently as i rap myself in a ball

Crying and crying

Until I black out

God why?

Why me?
What did i do wrong?
Why do you hate me?

My voice beggs for a answer
But no reply

I'm left alone in the silence of the night