Cold, Lonely!

At the bottom of the lake

So dark and cold

I look to the surface,Where the sun glows

Is it warm up there

I reach my hand as far as I can

Will you grab it and pull

Me out of my nightmare

Or will you walk away

I'm in the dark all alone

You never ask if I'm alright

You never ask if I cry

I need HELP!

I'm so ugly 

So Untouchable

I can't even be loved anymore

My pain like knives in 

My heart

I scream can you hear

Me

I'm reaching for your face

Do you see my tears

I'm invisible to you

Do you want me

Can you kiss me

Can you accept me

I can barely breath anymore

My Heart is freezing

Will you watch me 

Lay Down in a coffin

And close it to the world

Will you cry 

Will you love me then

I can't wait for the Impossible

I can't wait for fake promises

I'm done waiting

Find me or loose me

Choose your life