The Me On The Inside

I’m the girl you do not see
The one hidden in the depths of me
The girl that’s weak and hates herself

I’m that girl, who smiles in class
Even when I want to hide
I’m the girl that laughs
When I can’t find a thing that’s funny

I’m that girl who Cry’s when she’s alone and cant let anybody hear
I’m that girl who muffles her cries so mommy doesn't hear
I’m the girl that hides her pain
So her little sisters don’t follow

I’m the girl who cries herself to sleep so many times
She wonders how many tears she has left
I’m the girl who never tells if she doesn’t feel okay
I’m the girl who lies when people ask if I’m alright

I’m the girl who’s not aloud to speak of her depression
Cause its a faze and it’ll go away mommy says
I’m the girl who keeps having her heart broken and never repaired,
 I’m the girl with secrets

I’m the girl who can’t stand looking herself in the mirror,
 who hides behind makeup
Who cuts her skin but nobody notices cause
nobody believes she capable of something like that

I’m the girl who muffles her screams when her heart is in pain
I’m the girl who knows more than she should
I’m the girl who wishes for more but never gets it
I’m the depressed little girl living on the inside of the girl you see everyday


The girl who faces the demons and is afraid and scared
The girl who you would never guess lives inside me
The weak little girl who doesn’t care anymore.
This is the little girl you’ll never truly meet.