Not Grieveing isn't a crime

The death of a person

Isn't scary

 

No need to cry

Or blam yourself

 

Laugh it off

don't grieve

 

If you spend your life

grieving over a person

 

who can't

Love you

See you

Feel you

 

A person who

Isn't alive

 

It's a corspe with

No emotion'

 

 

It's completely empty

 

Your not cold

your just moving on

and living

 

A life the dead can't

A dark shell

In the darkness

Of the night

 

Surrounded by the silentness

of the room

 

I look around to see

the small room large

 

I relieze i'm lonely and

That i crave happieness

 

I'm craving something

Impossible

 

I'm tainted by a dark shell

That i'll never forget

 

I want to be holded

And

Told i'm okay and loved

 

But in reality

 

As my cold small hands

Continue to dtay empty

 

I finally understand

the meaning

Of lonelyness



Is the darkness Frightful

Why does the darkness
seem scary

To those who love
the light

When the darkness
steals your pain

And it helps you forget
The light

The fake smiles
The Fake truthes
The never understanding parents

The never ending doctor who
Think your crazy

The strait jackets that
Make you feel hopeless

You want to be accepted
but are terrified

By the light takeing the darkness

Screams and cries

The dark empty room

which i cry in

 

While the noisy world

continues to spin

 

It can't hear my silent

screams

 

That seems to echo

Of the sound proof

walls

 

I show the fake smile

but rote inside

 

I burn with a flam of'

Hatred, Pain and complet

lonelyness

 

I want to be free from the

Cage that imprisons me

 

But my wings are dark

and tainted

 

I carry a burden of a cold heart

who laughs at death

 

All i crave is to feel

something inside

But it's impossible

We crave many things

The crowd around me crave

something

 

They want to hear the

rhythm and lies

 

They can't see past the

The lyrics of the song

 

Nobody understands

A persons reason to live

 

Why they try so hard

For the impossible

 

Why popular people think of themselves

Why rich people only are snobs

Why men use women and their feelings

 

Why does everyone

Seek acception

 

But acception isn't valid

without a pass

 

It's never there,your always alone

And always wondering  

Hells eyes

The deadly silence

of then room around me

 

I can't speak

I can't scream

I can't call for help

 

I'm paralized by watching

the eyes

 

I can't move

without them watching

 

I can't breath without

them laughing

 

Their red beating eyes

like lacers

 

Piercing my heart

like a knife

 

Their always watching

me

 

The red eyes of hell