Poem Of My Heart To You

I smile you smile, that is how I live

If your happy, I'm happy that is

How I breath

If your sad, I'm sad that is how I

Show I care

If you lie, I will tell a lie to

Say I'm fine

I will do whatever for you

Because the heart inside of mine

Is only whole with you

I don't need anything, I only need you

Without your arms around me

I'm lost and completely lonely

Without your words of comfort

I'm crying my eyes out

In Worry

I you hate me, I hate me too

If you love me, I love me too

They made me a puzzle just for you

I only need you to live

If you walk away, I will be alone

If you say you don't need me,

Then I don't need too

If you say Goodbye, I will

Close My eyes

And cry Goodbye

Leaving the world

Without you...

The horrible truth

Blood dripping slowly

Down our wrists

Thick and dark

Icky and foul

Likr dark smoke, clogging our lungs

Making it hard to breath, Deep scratchy breath

Harder and harder

Each scratch on our kneck as

We gasp for air

Knowing it could be our last

A dark angel, with rough edgy wings

Wrapping us up in a bunddle

Sucking the life out of our bodies

Taking over our minds

Guiding us to the skies

We think are beautiful

The wings on our backs, stretch so far

As long as the glowing horizen,

As dark as the midnight sky

We take flight into the sky, To our freedom

To the Air to breath

Like a movie screen, playing over and over

In our minds we realize

We come crashing down into earth

Covered in blood and smoke

skin scratched and broken

Death nothing but a dream

The crushing reality, The dark angel

Laughing

Tears slipping from our eyes

To our cheeks

Salty but sweet

Sad but lonely

Eyes completely empty

Full of hatred

All we wanted was to be free

Of the thick smoke clouding our lungs

Of the dark angels sucking our souls

Of the fire burning our skins

Kill us, We will not die

Hurt us, We will not feel pain

Give us reality

And we will make up a fantasy

Because our reality

Is Hell

Black and dark

Red with blood

A room so cold it's filled with ice

Nothing but a defening silence

Telling us

We are still ALIVE!

Dream, And Reality

A dream so sweet

Like a silent wind To your ear

Your head hits the pillow

As your body becomes dead in

Sleep

You awake to a field, Filled

With butterfly's, guiding you away

From the darkness of reality

From the door leading us

Home

In the distance the butterfly's disappear

They become glowing stars

That dance in the moonlight of the sky

The glowing voice

That just seems to sooth your soul

Your eyes full of tears, for you know

This is all but a dream

A Fantasy cannot become reality

But the soothing of your soul

The truth behind your heart

The truth you want to hear

Is all in the dream

You wish to be in

We must live to survive

We must cry to be free

And when we cannot breath

We find help within our dreams

Dying of This....

Darkness crushing the soul

Blood flowing from my wrist

It hurts so bad

I want, No, to crave

The words Death

To feel the Knife

Slice into my skin, The pain

But Mostly pleasure

Is it worth,dying

No being accepted

I just smiled, laugh

And cry

I don't want, to die

But my past, My secret 

Haunts me

Making me sick,

Paranoid, Alone

No matter how hard I scream

It never leaves me

The dark imprint of hands on

My skin

I am dirty, Filthy

You cannot love me

Nor ever want me

I aint worth it

Let me die

Let me go, be free

To be reborn as someone beautiful 

Someone who can be loved

Nobody wants me

Nobody needs me

I'm tired of the loneliness

Corrupting my soul

Nobody will hold me

In their arms

And say I love you

Don't leave me

Why? Because the world

Finally realized

Without me, Their live would

Rule

No, Depressed and Retarded me

With nothing but a ugly face and body

Will ever be loved by them

The perfects

The popular

The UN-tainted

How do I keep on living

Dying of this Loneliness

You, Be Mine!

Is it me, Is it you

The horrible Undying pain

I feel

The dark figure in my room 

Telling me, It's time

Why can't you love me?

Why don't you

Care about me?

Why did you Leave me?

It hurts, I want you

It's killing me, I need you

I can't take the insanity anymore!

Want me, need me

Crave me

Like a savage dog

Dying with hunger

I want your, intense heat

Your graceful embrace

Or my body shall

Crumble like ash

and drift lonely into the night sky

So you may hear my silent cries

As I wish for you

To be mine


I want those sweet kisses
Of the heart, I never got
That would entwine me
to you

Your heart that,
closed to me
Will never let me in again

I want you, I love those
Eyes that follow me

I believe that you
Crave me
But fear me at the same
Time

Man, My heart
It yearns For you
But deep inside of me
I know I cannot have
you!