The Light,Misery and Pain

Where is the light, that helps us live

The light that keeps us going

No matter how hard it gets

 

 

I smile to show I'm happy

But inside I'm a mess

I don't know what to live for

Or what to keep doing

 

The light that shined so brightly

Is now dead and gone inside

I have no reason, no purpose

 

 

So why do I keep living a lie

Always telling myself I'm alright

That I can keep my problems to myself

 

I want to be free from my imprisoned life

Where I have no choice

No future

 

Where I'm to scared to love and be loved

Why do I have to suffer

A life of pain and misery

 

All I want to be is free

Will that ever be true

The Dungeon

The dark black Dungeon 

Cold, Wet, Empty

Where am I, Why am I here

Is This my punishment for living

For believing we all had a choice

I still hear the screams, the cry's

Like someone was in pain

That nobody knew what was going on

They were yelling at her, she was yelling at them

They said she couldn't go

She said she could if she wanted

They said, if shge did

She didn't matter to them anymore

She asked them why they couldn't accept her

They laughed and said

You're a freak, an Outcast

Where would you ever belong

She thought she had a choice to leave

To be free, To finally be accepted

But they new life became old

They already knew everything about her

Her life

Her darkness

Her Pain

And The one secret she never told

They judged her and made fun of her

Told her lies and stabbed her in the back

She couldn't take the pain of all the hatred

She wanted to leave it all behind

So she took her own life

And she woke up in the dungeon

A voice echoed in the hallway

"WELCOME TO HELL"



The Gate Of Knowing Is Closed

Where does life begin

Where does life end

How do we truly know what to do

when the curtains close and the play's over

 

How do we smile when, we are lost

When we open our eyes and realize we don't know

Who we are

Who we were or

Why we exist

 

The gate of knowing everything is closed

Of helpful memories and truth

It closed to help us know the truth

to find the truth inside

 

But how do we find the thing we never had

the truth has always been a lie

a small thing we told to keep us in line

 

To show ourselves we are rulers

but the lies are back and so are our demons

we are not alone anymore

Our demons have come to collect

 

To take back everything we knew and believed

and turn them into dust

To make us lost and empty

To lock out the pain and envy

The tears and torcher

 

So we don't know who we are

or what we are suppose to do

We are to scared to live anymore not knowing

Not being able to think or smile

 

 

What do we do when we lost ourselves behind

the gate of Knowing

The Wolf inside ourself

The night screamed at her like a howling wolf, waiting for something

to grab her and change her, shake her and she'd wake up

The blood and darkness she was sitting in

The pain and envy

Were they a dream or truly reality

Her bones quivered and her heart froze

nowhere to go, cornered by the savage dog ready to pounce

at it restless prey, the wolves eyes so cold and empty

Lustful and hungry, ready to devour her

Was this her end, to die by the wolves darkness

To be shredded and placed into his stomach

 Will she be free, safe inside the wolf

she is scared and then she collapsed, ready to meet her death,

but the wolf stopped an looked her in the eyes

with such pain and sadness, showing the girl
The thing she needed most, her purpose

The angry wolf she once saw slowly disappear along with the pain
She once felt
She was not alone
She was not scared

She will live and be strong, to show the wolf that she is something
and they can't hurt her any more

She closed her eyes and the wolf was completely gone
it was her she saw that night
She was chased by her own demon and was saved