WHAT DO YOU KNOW!

A dark sadness that never goes away

A empty box of thing that disapeared

A forgetten memory that you can never remember

A tear that slowly stains your cheeks

Is it okay to cry all alone

In your own little wall of protection

To feel safe in the emptyness of your own thoughts

To hear the screams of your heart echo

But to be silenced by the shadows

Is it fine to have everything eaten away

to have something so important taken away

To never be the same

To be distant, forgotten or judged

Because your different

Does the pain feel good

Does the emptyness satisfy you

Does it feel good to never be remembered

Does it seem nice to be a shadow

Do you accept it

Or do you want freedom

Friends to rely on

Memories to share

Happiness to give and collect

What do you want?

Why are you sad

Why are you afraid

Why do you cry

Are these question mean

Is it scary to admit

That there are secrets many don't know

Things that make you tainted or empty

Make you different but no nobody notices

Does it hurt?

It hurts me because I know how you feel

To be forgotten

To be lost

To cry

To be afraid

To give up

To always want more but to always have nothing

Parents ignore you

or

They think they understand

or

They thing your a troubled child

Or

Going through a faze

But WE ARE DIFFERENT!

WE have been through things THEY don't UNDERSTAND

WE HAVE FELT PAIN

WE HAVE FELT FEAR

WE HAVE CRIED

WE HAVE LIED

WE HAVE PRETENDED

WE HAVE LEARNED

WHEN WILL THEY LEARN

THAT WE HAVE CHOICES

THAT WE HAVE TO MAKE

WE ARE NOT ALONE

WE KNOW THAT

BUT IT FEELS GOOD TO BE ALONE

WE NEED THE LONELYNESS

TO BECOME STRONG!

UNDERSTAND WORLD DIFFERENCE IS ALL AROUND YOU

BUT WE DON'T SHOW IT

BECAUSE WE KNOW WE WILL BE JUDGED

BY THE STUPIDITY OF OTHERS COMMENTS!



The Dark, The voices. Tainted

Where am I

This cold dark place

That Inprisons me so deep inside

Where is the window, with sun leaking in

Where is the door that can let me free at last

Do they exist, are they real

The voices inside my head

Will they drive me insane or just kill me instead

Where is my knight in shining armor

The one who will save me

The one who will hold me

Does he even exsit

Or is he a mith

Like everything I see

There is no world

No life, No Soul, Nothing

Just the emptyness

Of the dark place I dwell

Nothing will come and save me

From the monster inside

Nothing will help me to

Get rid of that man

The one so deep, so lost

The one so cold and empty

It makes your skin crawl

He is everywhere, All around

Like there is no escape

Your always bathing in mud

His touch never fades

Never leaves

Can't be washed away

He is the burden you must carry

The unforgettful memory

Of torcher and pain

The thing that makes you dirty

Your are covered in mud

Covered in lies

Covered in pain

You are tainted

You can't be loved

The voices scream inside your head

Slowly driving you mad

The voices don't lie

They are true

You are a tainted soul

Destined to be alone

The Dream of Reality

I close my eye's and dream

of something that was once real

and something that is not

The dream is frightening and sad

I can't breath and I can't see

I hear myself talk like I'm there

but I'm not

Why am I crying so loud

Why Can't I see the reason

Why am in this dream

Why so much pain

I don't want to be there

I want to be out 

I scream and yell

but nobody hear's

Then I wake up all alone

Crying to a world 

I know I'm not part of

I had the Dream Of Reality

The Light,Misery and Pain

Where is the light, that helps us live

The light that keeps us going

No matter how hard it gets

 

 

I smile to show I'm happy

But inside I'm a mess

I don't know what to live for

Or what to keep doing

 

The light that shined so brightly

Is now dead and gone inside

I have no reason, no purpose

 

 

So why do I keep living a lie

Always telling myself I'm alright

That I can keep my problems to myself

 

I want to be free from my imprisoned life

Where I have no choice

No future

 

Where I'm to scared to love and be loved

Why do I have to suffer

A life of pain and misery

 

All I want to be is free

Will that ever be true

The Dungeon

The dark black Dungeon 

Cold, Wet, Empty

Where am I, Why am I here

Is This my punishment for living

For believing we all had a choice

I still hear the screams, the cry's

Like someone was in pain

That nobody knew what was going on

They were yelling at her, she was yelling at them

They said she couldn't go

She said she could if she wanted

They said, if shge did

She didn't matter to them anymore

She asked them why they couldn't accept her

They laughed and said

You're a freak, an Outcast

Where would you ever belong

She thought she had a choice to leave

To be free, To finally be accepted

But they new life became old

They already knew everything about her

Her life

Her darkness

Her Pain

And The one secret she never told

They judged her and made fun of her

Told her lies and stabbed her in the back

She couldn't take the pain of all the hatred

She wanted to leave it all behind

So she took her own life

And she woke up in the dungeon

A voice echoed in the hallway

"WELCOME TO HELL"



The Gate Of Knowing Is Closed

Where does life begin

Where does life end

How do we truly know what to do

when the curtains close and the play's over

 

How do we smile when, we are lost

When we open our eyes and realize we don't know

Who we are

Who we were or

Why we exist

 

The gate of knowing everything is closed

Of helpful memories and truth

It closed to help us know the truth

to find the truth inside

 

But how do we find the thing we never had

the truth has always been a lie

a small thing we told to keep us in line

 

To show ourselves we are rulers

but the lies are back and so are our demons

we are not alone anymore

Our demons have come to collect

 

To take back everything we knew and believed

and turn them into dust

To make us lost and empty

To lock out the pain and envy

The tears and torcher

 

So we don't know who we are

or what we are suppose to do

We are to scared to live anymore not knowing

Not being able to think or smile

 

 

What do we do when we lost ourselves behind

the gate of Knowing

The Wolf inside ourself

The night screamed at her like a howling wolf, waiting for something

to grab her and change her, shake her and she'd wake up

The blood and darkness she was sitting in

The pain and envy

Were they a dream or truly reality

Her bones quivered and her heart froze

nowhere to go, cornered by the savage dog ready to pounce

at it restless prey, the wolves eyes so cold and empty

Lustful and hungry, ready to devour her

Was this her end, to die by the wolves darkness

To be shredded and placed into his stomach

 Will she be free, safe inside the wolf

she is scared and then she collapsed, ready to meet her death,

but the wolf stopped an looked her in the eyes

with such pain and sadness, showing the girl
The thing she needed most, her purpose

The angry wolf she once saw slowly disappear along with the pain
She once felt
She was not alone
She was not scared

She will live and be strong, to show the wolf that she is something
and they can't hurt her any more

She closed her eyes and the wolf was completely gone
it was her she saw that night
She was chased by her own demon and was saved

Loving in Pain

Is It worth it all the pain, to feel empty and sad
But not know what do with it all
The sadness that he brang and left in minutes
The tears left behind when I new he couldn't love me

The things I forgot to say
The emotions I tried to hide
The pain I gain everyday
The emotionless face I wear, to show nothing

I watch him, be with many
Change in every way
Growing every day

He will never Look at me
He will never Love me
He will never Hold me

The darkness in my heart continues to grow
As I slowly disappear,  dyeing inside and crying
But what can I do, He's moved on
He doesn't see my pain and the darkness I have gained

He will never love me even though I'll live through life
Dying inside loving a Boy who could never love me

Life, Known, Seen

What do we do with all those people who don't listen
The People who think we are stupid
That we don't know anything
About life, Love or the future

That we must abide by the rules and follow them
We do learn and we do understand most things
We do understand what love is
But how do we explain it when it can't be explain

if we could tell how we felt, would it be true NO
We have learned because we have lived and we have made mistakes
Even if people don't know what we've done

We all have a deep dark secret maybe two that we can't tell
But that doesn't mean we don't know how cruel life can be
Some of us may not have felt the same pain as others
But we've seen it happen and know better

We may be young but we ain't weak, we have learned about
Life as we lived it, we've watched it and we understand it
So why criticize us when we understand a lot more than we have told the world

We have grown without your protection, We have Known without your supervision
and we have seen without your eyes.

We Know, Understand and will over the years so why do you still worry
It's still a mystery to us

The World and Destiny

The darkness of the night embraced her light death
as she stumbled slowly toward her destiny,
Eyes stained in tears and clothes stained in blood

Why did she need this feeling of accomplishment
The feeling to be able to looking the mirror and accept yourself
To feel wanted by all those shadows that told you otherwise
To fill that void in our hearts

Why does the darkness rip at us
Tearing our hearts and dreams apart
releasing the pain and the envy
the emotions we try so hard to forget

The world is too cruel, it doesn't accept who we really are
It judges us for or personality, our character and our Attitude
The world thinks that we must abide  by their rules be their, puppets and do their bidding
We must wear their choices, say their wisdom and learn to be perfect

But nobody's destiny is perfect, its torn, crumbled, changed, shattered
Nobody knows who'll they'll become before they know who they are
We must keep seeking our true selves before the world destroys our destiny

Darkness devoures false truthes

The ending of time

wasted on a lying truth

wanting this thought that is,

so real it calls the darkness faster

than ever, that little hope and truth

that love can be receved and accepted.

 

But the beginning of a new dawn

is approaching and it will

bring hardships and tumbles no matter

if you advoid them, cause love isn't

a coupon, you can't but one and get it free

but you can earn it if the darknes doesn't

swallow it first

 

That glowing red light in our soul

that links us to the world

we are still empty

without the missing piece of our soul

that we share with them,

 

The darkness flies high in the night sky

whispering the dying words

then you soul is devoured along with

the love you tried to hide

 

Don't hold on to false truthes

cause the darkness an

you will be its next victim

 

 



Why do u try when i can't ever understand

At first you smile and laugh
You say you love me
Then you yell and tell me painful words
but hug me when it's over
because you regret your words

Why can't you understand that
all the words you say grab me
Like a thick smoke

It chokes me and I can't breath
Then hands grab me dragging me
down were I hear the words echo

They tear my skin apart and I feel my blood
flow I begin  to hate myself

But I can never find myself beyond the evil
words
Why do you say I'm beautiful when I know I'm ugly
Why do u love me when I can't love you
I want to understand but I'm so lost in the words
My heart has finally died inside

I'm scared to love but I crave it so bad but
With these words and promises I'll die before it happens

The black smoke follows me where I go and I can
escape those black hands and the repeating words
I am truly alone

All i do is suffer

I just want to scream the truth
I want them to see my pain and I can't take it
I want them to help me

I don't want to be afraid
Of the faces around me
I can't stop screaming for help
Crying for the pain and regret it leaves me

I want it to be over I'm tired of being afraid
Of The darkness behind the corner
Killing myself slowly inside just to be comfortable

I want to die and be happy
To be able to smile the truth
To be able to love someone and trust them

But I'm scared
SOOO SCARED

I'm crying and shaking in a corner inside
of me I'm alone in the darkness nobody can
save me

Why do I have to suffer!

The things life brings

The silent whisper

Of darkness wanting in

The light that

slowly fades into a distant mist

The Empty cries of pain

somewhere in the Aybiss

The never ending

suffering of blood flowing through our vains

The feeling of being a burden

To feel hated by the ones you need

acceptence by

The stares that could damage your soul

The laughter that scares you the most

It's the life i live in now

Devil is in control

Deadly moments of hell

 

Crashing through

Earths surface

 

The screams and cries

of humens trying to escape

 

The demonds frightfull

wings flying through the sky

Captureing them

 

They completly devour their

souls and drop their bodies into

a fire pit of lava

 

The devils Laughter

Multiplies

 

And hell is even stronger

Burning fire of hell swallowing

Earth and taking over

 

Heavons gates closed from any

Angels excaping their perfect home

 

We all watch as Earth dissapers

and were the only one's left

 

Till our souls are devoured and we know

 

The devils in control

Dark and enchanted

I whisper to my deamon

 

What i plead the most

The greatest sin i do

 

I summond the darkness

and

Watch it crawl

 

Slowly forming a

man

 

His frightning voice

giving me chills

 

His enchanted wing so

Dark  and beatiful

That one touch could shatter them

 

His deadly stare watching me

and my movements

 

I ask him for one thing

"Can i die"

 

He smiles

"Your already in hell"



Past

The past it haunts

Us like a nightmare

 

We wish to change

Our mistakes

 

Take back the

REGRET

we feel

 

We cry to people,

It's our fault

 

But no matter

how much you begg

 

The past will never change

It continues to crush you

 

You feel tainted by

A dark shadow

 

It makes you Helplessly

live in the past

 

Always reliving the same

Regret you want to change

 

But no matter how much you

WANT

To break free from it

 

Your always be drowning in the past

Not Grieveing isn't a crime

The death of a person

Isn't scary

 

No need to cry

Or blam yourself

 

Laugh it off

don't grieve

 

If you spend your life

grieving over a person

 

who can't

Love you

See you

Feel you

 

A person who

Isn't alive

 

It's a corspe with

No emotion'

 

 

It's completely empty

 

Your not cold

your just moving on

and living

 

A life the dead can't

A dark shell

In the darkness

Of the night

 

Surrounded by the silentness

of the room

 

I look around to see

the small room large

 

I relieze i'm lonely and

That i crave happieness

 

I'm craving something

Impossible

 

I'm tainted by a dark shell

That i'll never forget

 

I want to be holded

And

Told i'm okay and loved

 

But in reality

 

As my cold small hands

Continue to dtay empty

 

I finally understand

the meaning

Of lonelyness



Is the darkness Frightful

Why does the darkness
seem scary

To those who love
the light

When the darkness
steals your pain

And it helps you forget
The light

The fake smiles
The Fake truthes
The never understanding parents

The never ending doctor who
Think your crazy

The strait jackets that
Make you feel hopeless

You want to be accepted
but are terrified

By the light takeing the darkness

Screams and cries

The dark empty room

which i cry in

 

While the noisy world

continues to spin

 

It can't hear my silent

screams

 

That seems to echo

Of the sound proof

walls

 

I show the fake smile

but rote inside

 

I burn with a flam of'

Hatred, Pain and complet

lonelyness

 

I want to be free from the

Cage that imprisons me

 

But my wings are dark

and tainted

 

I carry a burden of a cold heart

who laughs at death

 

All i crave is to feel

something inside

But it's impossible

We crave many things

The crowd around me crave

something

 

They want to hear the

rhythm and lies

 

They can't see past the

The lyrics of the song

 

Nobody understands

A persons reason to live

 

Why they try so hard

For the impossible

 

Why popular people think of themselves

Why rich people only are snobs

Why men use women and their feelings

 

Why does everyone

Seek acception

 

But acception isn't valid

without a pass

 

It's never there,your always alone

And always wondering  

Hells eyes

The deadly silence

of then room around me

 

I can't speak

I can't scream

I can't call for help

 

I'm paralized by watching

the eyes

 

I can't move

without them watching

 

I can't breath without

them laughing

 

Their red beating eyes

like lacers

 

Piercing my heart

like a knife

 

Their always watching

me

 

The red eyes of hell

The Devil in disquise

The Dark haunting hallway

Noises no light

 

I see him standing there

The devil in disquise

 

He's smiling creepily

Laughing at me heavaly

 

He's asking for my soul

My life that is alone

He want's me to agree

 

To be with him forever

Through pain and blood

Death and Eternity

In hell

 

He wants me to forget

The pain

The Envie

The Loss

The tears

 

He cares to much about me

He says

 

He says he can love me

and care for me

 

I look behind me, At the light

I smile

 

And walk toward the world of darkness

Hand in hand with the devil in desquise



Dark Angels Of Shadows

Dark Angels of shadow

Wait patiently to steal

 

The light that shines

Inside us

 

The Dark Angels of shadow

Send Nightmares to us

And whisper to us what we fear most

 

We fear love

We fear pain

We fear Acceptance

We fear betrayel

 

Those Dark Angels steal our hopes

And Dreams

And replace them with lies

 

Our light inside weakens

more and more

 

And then it disaperes

Were left wandering

Full of despair

We cry and hurt

 

But those Dark Angels of shadow

Laughs happy munching

on the light 

People Only Think Of themself

The loud noises of laughter

The Bright light of smiles

Are Just completly nonsense to me

 

I don't get life 

It doesn't mean anything

Why do we try to get along

With people who

Only think

Highly of themself's

 

THey selfeshly over look

 The problems

 

They ignore their feelings

Hide behind false truthes

 

They hurt people's feelings

They destroi emotions

 

Why do people try so hard to hide

Their true self

 

When thier true self can make 

Life thrilling

 

Nothing is perfect when

People over look

Reality 

He lied to me

Thud, Thud Thud

My heart hurts

 

He broke it

After he said he loved me

 

He lied

and

Cheated

 

He smelled of

womens perfume

I'd never smelt before

 

He stoped noticing me

He stoped caring

He stoped smiling

 

He never looked at me

to begin with

 

He yelled at me

He called me gross

He made rumors about me

 

He sent me into complet darkness

 

I felt hurt

I cryed myself to sleep

 

I sealed my heart

and

Promised myself

 

To never love again

Why Do People try to see the inebitible

The dark eirie Night so silent

You can here

The defening screams

 

Calling for help

 

But novody notices

They ignore them completly

 

Everyone is only thinking

Highly of themselfs

 

Thinking of the past

or their future

 

Silently looking past

the pain of others

 

They ignore the bullies

or

Help them achieve their goal

 

They  laugh at reality

and feel bad about

The make belief

 

They can't understand something

They've never seen

 

Why do people think they can

Save someone from diaster

 

When their eyes are never watching

It's Spreading

Bam, Bam,Bam.... It's coming

The darkness is spread
Over the walls
The Floor and My heart

Everything is black
It's empty
And you can't breath

It's mucky and hot but
your safe from pain

You can't see your path ahead

Because there's not light
No laughter
No smiles
No tears

No kind words telling you, you're fine
I love this place, My eternal night.

Fake

I Smile but it means nothing
I laugh but it's fake
I cry for my lies and myself

I can't love
I can't care
I can't feel emotions normaly

I wear a mask
of kindness

But i don't care
about the world

The faces that are so near but so far
The words i'm suppose to hear

I can't trust anyone
I can't handel Heartbreak

I was broken
once
And now i'm
Eternally
Alone

I'm tainted by darkness
by my emotionless
heart

I will never be loved the
way i want to be, It's Enternally Impossible

Time's spinning

The Taping feet of time

Wasted trying

to be seen

The Darkness

That Swallowed all

The light and Laughter

The thumping feeling

Of my heart

Frightend to breath

I ask myself

Why am i here

Who am i

Why was i born

Who wants me

Nobody answers

it's completly silent

There is nobody here

It's empty

I try to cry

But can't

I scream but nothing

comes out

Nobody will hear

My cries for help

Nobody will see behind

The mask i wear each day

I am truely alone in darkness

The Dark Weiry Old Tree And The Light

The dark weiry old tree
Embrasses me ever so forcefully
It tells me it wants the light
That i have kept hidden

So i can join him in distruction
He tells me to forget the pain
Of everyday and to rememeber
The word that crushed my soul

The weiry tree was terrifing
But i understude it
It was betrayed and hurt
And crushed from the inside out

Nobody ever smiled or laughed
For it and nobody ever hugged it and
Told it everything would be fine

I knew because that tree was me
I never got told i'd be fine or everything
Was alright, I was told to move on and forget
My tears were never heard and my screams were
Echo's that were never loud enough

The darkness prevailed and i became
Heartsless just like this weiry old tree
It sits Useless and alone

But inside it's a flower waiting for the right one to
Water and care for it, Telling it it's finally safe
From the dangerous world of Pain

His Face Haunts me

Sadness clouds the heart
like a dark stormy night
His face haunts your mind
 Like a nightmare

Why do you like him
You can't see him anymore
He moved on in life
He would never see you

But you loved him
He was the missing part
Of your soul but you
Were scared of his words
His voice saying
Eww your ugle
or
Your a monster

No matter how many
Tears fall he'll never
Know the deep secret in your
Heart and the night alown
With be clouded with darkness

Darkness and Light

The Choice of darkness and light
Haunts my heart
What should i choose

 I hate the lonely light
Were nobody sees me
My pain and my screams

Emptyness in my heart
And lonleyness in my brain
I look aheaad and see
darkness

I see me alone
with no love with no one
Every laughs at me in the light
And hates me in the dark

What should i choose
I don't know anymore
Which is better Darkness or the light
I'll keep asking myself thatSee More

The Dark Ocean and the Offer

The Dark blue ocean calls to me

I answer it

 

What do you want i ask confused

 

I am here to give you an offer it says creepily

 

What kind of offer i say interestedly

 

You can die in my oceans and become a dolphin

or

you Can live a lonely life on Land were everybody can't accept you

 

I think alot what should i do

should i take the offer

Or

should i refuse

 

The misery of land is so painfull and dreery

or

The life as a beautifull dolphin who everyone loves'

 

I Smile and walk to the ocean and

i drown silently

And i woke up and i was a beautiful dolphine

and i was accepted into the ocean

as a sombody not a nobody

Life what does it mean

Whats the meaning

of life

 

The meaning to

Live

 

What's the reason

to go on

 

To live

To become something

To be happy

 

What's the meaning of

Happy ever after

 

It doesn't exist

Does it?

 

What's true love

or

Love at first sight

 

Isn't it a mith

 a game of pain

 

Why must it be depressing

and

Lonely and empty

 

Why does life seem so important

but all it brings is

Pain and wonder

Hearts and Souls

Dark walls of sin

         cover the heart

                Dissolving the sunshine within

 

The Evil smiles

      And haunting laughter

crush the soul

 

The words that

Never hit the

Always bleeding heart

 

The Fake smiles

The betraying feeling

the empty hallway

 

The loud footsteps

Of the painfull day

 

The love that could never happen

The friends who would never listen

The tears never seen

The screams never heard

 

The crys for help

That are locked away

In the emptyness of the heart

Play the worlds game

Laugh, smile
Stand Tall and Stand Proud
Don't listen to the bad words
Listen to the good one's
Hide your tears from the
People who won't listen
Because you will be alright

Be pround of your mistakes
Smile at the feeling of outcast
Laugh at the problems
And say okay i won't let it go
That way

Don't get depressed stop
Thinking of the bad things
Stay strong and healthy or
You will become physically unwell

So take charge and play
the worlds game, Smile and laugh
And do your  share because you'll shine
and show them that their harmfelt things
wont bring you down.

Regret And Revenge

Skin crawl everytime you think
Breath quickens and your about to cry
Heart stings but all you hear is this laughter
Around you following you

You regret it everything
The feelings
The memories
The time spent wondering

Then you think revenge
is the Answer
That after your revenge is answered
Then the laughter will stop and
Follow someone else

That the Memories will fade and
the feelings will disaper and you'll
be fine, You'd move on and live a happy life

Regret will always be there and will
stay there even after you get revenge
so deal and acept it because if you try
too get revenge

You'll still be hurt in the end!

Darkness

Darkness is near you
                  running around your head
It clouds all your thoughts
                                It's like a burgaler


It steals the pain
It steals the tears
It steals the heart break

It turns you cold
                  Like a frezzer inside
Your starting to neglect your heart
                      you become distant
Of what your really want

It steals the Anger
It steals the Hate
It steals the Lies

It makes you forget
          what happened in the past
Any emotion that hurts to bad

I'm gratefull for the darkness
                        that clouds my heart
It helps me to see the unclear

I  can forget and move on about love
                  because it's meaningles to me

Truth And Lies

What is a Lie

What is the truth

 

I don't understand

 these simple

things

 

Why tell the truth

when you only

get hurt

 

Why tell a lie

when they'll only

learn the truth

and hate you in

the end

 

 

Why try to be honest

when you can't

see if their truths are a lie

 

 

Why not just give up

and cry yourself to sleep!

The string of anger

The blood and Anger
The line of string

The knife that cut
That line of string

The Anger that broke
and killed so many

The blood shedded picture
that shredded face


And All the tears that fell
 at all their funrals

So many gone, So many painfull
 thing all because that angry knife
that cut the string

Can Death Fix Life

Death is one easy fix
to everybody's troubles
To the pain
The regret
The sorrow

Can it ease the anger
and the hatred that happpens
everyday

Will it end the temptation to
fight for your freedom and to
be yourself

Would it find peace of mind
                 and
End the endless searching for a place
                      in the world


Or will it just end in
Darkness  and lonleyness
Emptyness and tears

No Everyone already has these
feelings deep inside their hearts
 what could death do to change
that

Sailor and His story

She smiled and forgave
He laughed and said Okay
They both ended up betraying me

I walked along the line
when it became all rain
and met up with a sailor

who told me a quiet tale
he said he had 3 coins that
were so important

so he told his closest friend
but the next day one went missing
and that friend disapered

when he knew he'd been betrayed he
became silence and so 2 days went by
and he met to more men and became
friends


So he told him his secret and the
next day all his coins disapered
was so sad that he ended his life

But woke up screaming like
he had a nightmare he knew that his
coins were safe and he learned something

He Learned to never trust someone you
meet not even if you know them forever
you can never be sure cause they could betray you

The girl walked away from the salior
and kept on walking that dark path
the mans wisdom in her mind

she live alone in darkness never to
trust someone again knowing that
she could be betray.

Future In Dreamland

The sleepless night
shows the future as
if you already knew

The nightmare known
to happen
It's like knowing your going
to die when he says he loves
you


Or when you felt like
your alone
because you a little different

But knowing the future
the tragic most
heart destroying future

Is like a knife through
 the heart

You die inside and can't live on!

The Wise Winds Words

The wind whispered to me
quietly and softly
She says " why are you crying

"I'm all alone" i cry softly
She whispers "your not"

"I don't understand i can't see
 anybody in this black world" i whisper

She whispers " Open your heart and
you'll understand"

"But i'm scared" i say looking
up at the wind

"That's okay" She replies
"Really" i say

Before Fading she whispered so
gently barly hearably
"If you didn't worry you wouldn't be human"

The Dreamworld

The Endless night swept me away
like nothing ever before
i hear screams
i hear crys

And i wonder were i am,
am i lost am i in a dream
were could i be
im in darkness
im alone

the screams and crys get louder
and i scream myself
 my brain it's pounding i start to cry
what is this feeling
who are these people

but it stops and i see myself in my reflection
the other me smiles and says
those screams and crys are you
they're crying for help but can never be heard

Behind Closed Doors

It's dark and Lonley
 But i hear them screaming
I cry cause i'm scared
         Of their Fighting

She yells "Get Lost"
He yells "Your Not Worth It"
She yells "What About Our Child"
He yells " A Mistake"

The darkness closes in on me
As i relize the truth
I'm alone they left me

Behind closed doors
I'm safe from their evil
Their fake love and caring hands
Their lies and smiles

"Why does it have to be like this"
I ask myself
"Because behind closed doors nobody can hurt you"
My heart replied

Emptyness and Lonleyness

 

The room falls silent
like nobody is here
emptyness fills my heart
like a cold draft sent me
chills


No souls or heart beat
i hear nothing at all
the laughter and smiles
faded from my sight


I cry for the pain that hits me
The voices all around me
yelling and screaming
MONSTER
MONSTER
MONSTER
i scream for them to stop


But nobody can hear me
im all alone smileing
and hidding the truth
i am truely Empty and lonley

In this terrifing world of Evil