The Devil in disquise

The Dark haunting hallway

Noises no light

 

I see him standing there

The devil in disquise

 

He's smiling creepily

Laughing at me heavaly

 

He's asking for my soul

My life that is alone

He want's me to agree

 

To be with him forever

Through pain and blood

Death and Eternity

In hell

 

He wants me to forget

The pain

The Envie

The Loss

The tears

 

He cares to much about me

He says

 

He says he can love me

and care for me

 

I look behind me, At the light

I smile

 

And walk toward the world of darkness

Hand in hand with the devil in desquise



Dark Angels Of Shadows

Dark Angels of shadow

Wait patiently to steal

 

The light that shines

Inside us

 

The Dark Angels of shadow

Send Nightmares to us

And whisper to us what we fear most

 

We fear love

We fear pain

We fear Acceptance

We fear betrayel

 

Those Dark Angels steal our hopes

And Dreams

And replace them with lies

 

Our light inside weakens

more and more

 

And then it disaperes

Were left wandering

Full of despair

We cry and hurt

 

But those Dark Angels of shadow

Laughs happy munching

on the light 

People Only Think Of themself

The loud noises of laughter

The Bright light of smiles

Are Just completly nonsense to me

 

I don't get life 

It doesn't mean anything

Why do we try to get along

With people who

Only think

Highly of themself's

 

THey selfeshly over look

 The problems

 

They ignore their feelings

Hide behind false truthes

 

They hurt people's feelings

They destroi emotions

 

Why do people try so hard to hide

Their true self

 

When thier true self can make 

Life thrilling

 

Nothing is perfect when

People over look

Reality 

He lied to me

Thud, Thud Thud

My heart hurts

 

He broke it

After he said he loved me

 

He lied

and

Cheated

 

He smelled of

womens perfume

I'd never smelt before

 

He stoped noticing me

He stoped caring

He stoped smiling

 

He never looked at me

to begin with

 

He yelled at me

He called me gross

He made rumors about me

 

He sent me into complet darkness

 

I felt hurt

I cryed myself to sleep

 

I sealed my heart

and

Promised myself

 

To never love again

Why Do People try to see the inebitible

The dark eirie Night so silent

You can here

The defening screams

 

Calling for help

 

But novody notices

They ignore them completly

 

Everyone is only thinking

Highly of themselfs

 

Thinking of the past

or their future

 

Silently looking past

the pain of others

 

They ignore the bullies

or

Help them achieve their goal

 

They  laugh at reality

and feel bad about

The make belief

 

They can't understand something

They've never seen

 

Why do people think they can

Save someone from diaster

 

When their eyes are never watching

It's Spreading

Bam, Bam,Bam.... It's coming

The darkness is spread
Over the walls
The Floor and My heart

Everything is black
It's empty
And you can't breath

It's mucky and hot but
your safe from pain

You can't see your path ahead

Because there's not light
No laughter
No smiles
No tears

No kind words telling you, you're fine
I love this place, My eternal night.

Fake

I Smile but it means nothing
I laugh but it's fake
I cry for my lies and myself

I can't love
I can't care
I can't feel emotions normaly

I wear a mask
of kindness

But i don't care
about the world

The faces that are so near but so far
The words i'm suppose to hear

I can't trust anyone
I can't handel Heartbreak

I was broken
once
And now i'm
Eternally
Alone

I'm tainted by darkness
by my emotionless
heart

I will never be loved the
way i want to be, It's Enternally Impossible

Time's spinning

The Taping feet of time

Wasted trying

to be seen

The Darkness

That Swallowed all

The light and Laughter

The thumping feeling

Of my heart

Frightend to breath

I ask myself

Why am i here

Who am i

Why was i born

Who wants me

Nobody answers

it's completly silent

There is nobody here

It's empty

I try to cry

But can't

I scream but nothing

comes out

Nobody will hear

My cries for help

Nobody will see behind

The mask i wear each day

I am truely alone in darkness

The Dark Weiry Old Tree And The Light

The dark weiry old tree
Embrasses me ever so forcefully
It tells me it wants the light
That i have kept hidden

So i can join him in distruction
He tells me to forget the pain
Of everyday and to rememeber
The word that crushed my soul

The weiry tree was terrifing
But i understude it
It was betrayed and hurt
And crushed from the inside out

Nobody ever smiled or laughed
For it and nobody ever hugged it and
Told it everything would be fine

I knew because that tree was me
I never got told i'd be fine or everything
Was alright, I was told to move on and forget
My tears were never heard and my screams were
Echo's that were never loud enough

The darkness prevailed and i became
Heartsless just like this weiry old tree
It sits Useless and alone

But inside it's a flower waiting for the right one to
Water and care for it, Telling it it's finally safe
From the dangerous world of Pain

His Face Haunts me

Sadness clouds the heart
like a dark stormy night
His face haunts your mind
 Like a nightmare

Why do you like him
You can't see him anymore
He moved on in life
He would never see you

But you loved him
He was the missing part
Of your soul but you
Were scared of his words
His voice saying
Eww your ugle
or
Your a monster

No matter how many
Tears fall he'll never
Know the deep secret in your
Heart and the night alown
With be clouded with darkness

Darkness and Light

The Choice of darkness and light
Haunts my heart
What should i choose

 I hate the lonely light
Were nobody sees me
My pain and my screams

Emptyness in my heart
And lonleyness in my brain
I look aheaad and see
darkness

I see me alone
with no love with no one
Every laughs at me in the light
And hates me in the dark

What should i choose
I don't know anymore
Which is better Darkness or the light
I'll keep asking myself thatSee More

The Dark Ocean and the Offer

The Dark blue ocean calls to me

I answer it

 

What do you want i ask confused

 

I am here to give you an offer it says creepily

 

What kind of offer i say interestedly

 

You can die in my oceans and become a dolphin

or

you Can live a lonely life on Land were everybody can't accept you

 

I think alot what should i do

should i take the offer

Or

should i refuse

 

The misery of land is so painfull and dreery

or

The life as a beautifull dolphin who everyone loves'

 

I Smile and walk to the ocean and

i drown silently

And i woke up and i was a beautiful dolphine

and i was accepted into the ocean

as a sombody not a nobody

Life what does it mean

Whats the meaning

of life

 

The meaning to

Live

 

What's the reason

to go on

 

To live

To become something

To be happy

 

What's the meaning of

Happy ever after

 

It doesn't exist

Does it?

 

What's true love

or

Love at first sight

 

Isn't it a mith

 a game of pain

 

Why must it be depressing

and

Lonely and empty

 

Why does life seem so important

but all it brings is

Pain and wonder

Hearts and Souls

Dark walls of sin

         cover the heart

                Dissolving the sunshine within

 

The Evil smiles

      And haunting laughter

crush the soul

 

The words that

Never hit the

Always bleeding heart

 

The Fake smiles

The betraying feeling

the empty hallway

 

The loud footsteps

Of the painfull day

 

The love that could never happen

The friends who would never listen

The tears never seen

The screams never heard

 

The crys for help

That are locked away

In the emptyness of the heart

Play the worlds game

Laugh, smile
Stand Tall and Stand Proud
Don't listen to the bad words
Listen to the good one's
Hide your tears from the
People who won't listen
Because you will be alright

Be pround of your mistakes
Smile at the feeling of outcast
Laugh at the problems
And say okay i won't let it go
That way

Don't get depressed stop
Thinking of the bad things
Stay strong and healthy or
You will become physically unwell

So take charge and play
the worlds game, Smile and laugh
And do your  share because you'll shine
and show them that their harmfelt things
wont bring you down.

Regret And Revenge

Skin crawl everytime you think
Breath quickens and your about to cry
Heart stings but all you hear is this laughter
Around you following you

You regret it everything
The feelings
The memories
The time spent wondering

Then you think revenge
is the Answer
That after your revenge is answered
Then the laughter will stop and
Follow someone else

That the Memories will fade and
the feelings will disaper and you'll
be fine, You'd move on and live a happy life

Regret will always be there and will
stay there even after you get revenge
so deal and acept it because if you try
too get revenge

You'll still be hurt in the end!

Darkness

Darkness is near you
                  running around your head
It clouds all your thoughts
                                It's like a burgaler


It steals the pain
It steals the tears
It steals the heart break

It turns you cold
                  Like a frezzer inside
Your starting to neglect your heart
                      you become distant
Of what your really want

It steals the Anger
It steals the Hate
It steals the Lies

It makes you forget
          what happened in the past
Any emotion that hurts to bad

I'm gratefull for the darkness
                        that clouds my heart
It helps me to see the unclear

I  can forget and move on about love
                  because it's meaningles to me