At first you smile and laugh
You say you love me
Then you yell and tell me painful words
but hug me when it's over
because you regret your words
Why can't you understand that
all the words you say grab me
Like a thick smoke
It chokes me and I can't breath
Then hands grab me dragging me
down were I hear the words echo
They tear my skin apart and I feel my blood
flow I begin to hate myself
But I can never find myself beyond the evil
words
Why do you say I'm beautiful when I know I'm ugly
Why do u love me when I can't love you
I want to understand but I'm so lost in the words
My heart has finally died inside
I'm scared to love but I crave it so bad but
With these words and promises I'll die before it happens
The black smoke follows me where I go and I can
escape those black hands and the repeating words
I am truly alone
