Monsters And Secrets

Running from the monster

That will eat you while you sleep

Devouring our hopes and dreams

And leaving us with nightmares

Screaming with our lungs 

Crying with our eyes

We don't want to see 

The memories we ran 

From

The monsters make us weak

The voices make us crazy 

The hands make us 

Untouchable

We want yo speak to spread

The truth behind the nightmares

We do not want pity

The stares, The reactions

It's scary, we want to run

We fear, the judge-mental words

We hate the way they look at us 

When they want to say those

words we hate the most

They wont't want us 

They won't need us

They'll constantly judge us, watch us

Avoiding the subject like it might

Hurt us

I will not tell my secret

Of being handled like a toy

By a man who was a monster

Who I hate with my being

The one who tainted me with wrinkled hands

But that's a secret I will never te;;

For I do not deserve freedom

I'm a broken little girl

In a big girls body

Who stop believing in love and fairy tales

Because they don't exist