Can Death Fix Life

Death is one easy fix
to everybody's troubles
To the pain
The regret
The sorrow

Can it ease the anger
and the hatred that happpens
everyday

Will it end the temptation to
fight for your freedom and to
be yourself

Would it find peace of mind
                 and
End the endless searching for a place
                      in the world


Or will it just end in
Darkness  and lonleyness
Emptyness and tears

No Everyone already has these
feelings deep inside their hearts
 what could death do to change
that

Sailor and His story

She smiled and forgave
He laughed and said Okay
They both ended up betraying me

I walked along the line
when it became all rain
and met up with a sailor

who told me a quiet tale
he said he had 3 coins that
were so important

so he told his closest friend
but the next day one went missing
and that friend disapered

when he knew he'd been betrayed he
became silence and so 2 days went by
and he met to more men and became
friends


So he told him his secret and the
next day all his coins disapered
was so sad that he ended his life

But woke up screaming like
he had a nightmare he knew that his
coins were safe and he learned something

He Learned to never trust someone you
meet not even if you know them forever
you can never be sure cause they could betray you

The girl walked away from the salior
and kept on walking that dark path
the mans wisdom in her mind

she live alone in darkness never to
trust someone again knowing that
she could be betray.

Future In Dreamland

The sleepless night
shows the future as
if you already knew

The nightmare known
to happen
It's like knowing your going
to die when he says he loves
you


Or when you felt like
your alone
because you a little different

But knowing the future
the tragic most
heart destroying future

Is like a knife through
 the heart

You die inside and can't live on!

The Wise Winds Words

The wind whispered to me
quietly and softly
She says " why are you crying

"I'm all alone" i cry softly
She whispers "your not"

"I don't understand i can't see
 anybody in this black world" i whisper

She whispers " Open your heart and
you'll understand"

"But i'm scared" i say looking
up at the wind

"That's okay" She replies
"Really" i say

Before Fading she whispered so
gently barly hearably
"If you didn't worry you wouldn't be human"

The Dreamworld

The Endless night swept me away
like nothing ever before
i hear screams
i hear crys

And i wonder were i am,
am i lost am i in a dream
were could i be
im in darkness
im alone

the screams and crys get louder
and i scream myself
 my brain it's pounding i start to cry
what is this feeling
who are these people

but it stops and i see myself in my reflection
the other me smiles and says
those screams and crys are you
they're crying for help but can never be heard

Behind Closed Doors

It's dark and Lonley
 But i hear them screaming
I cry cause i'm scared
         Of their Fighting

She yells "Get Lost"
He yells "Your Not Worth It"
She yells "What About Our Child"
He yells " A Mistake"

The darkness closes in on me
As i relize the truth
I'm alone they left me

Behind closed doors
I'm safe from their evil
Their fake love and caring hands
Their lies and smiles

"Why does it have to be like this"
I ask myself
"Because behind closed doors nobody can hurt you"
My heart replied

Emptyness and Lonleyness

 

The room falls silent
like nobody is here
emptyness fills my heart
like a cold draft sent me
chills


No souls or heart beat
i hear nothing at all
the laughter and smiles
faded from my sight


I cry for the pain that hits me
The voices all around me
yelling and screaming
MONSTER
MONSTER
MONSTER
i scream for them to stop


But nobody can hear me
im all alone smileing
and hidding the truth
i am truely Empty and lonley

In this terrifing world of Evil