A bird in a cage cannot fly

The bird in the cage cannot fly free

It can only dream and look out the window

Does the owner ever let them out

Can a caged bird only sing

Only wish for a small moment of freedom

Does anyone hear it cry

Why are we caged

Why cannot we be free

Did we do something wrong

Is this our punishment

To be caged like birds

Because we dream or want

To crave and need

Is it wrong

To want something more 

Than the cage we live in

The same steal bars with no escape

The same window with no opening

The voices telling us we can't

Is that what we are for

To be told we can't

Is it okay to be told we are not good enough

That we haven't got a place

No matter how hard we try

Because we are different

A caged bird Cannot fly

A Angel cannot fly either with broken wings

My wings are black and broken

Chained to the ground inside a cage

I cannot fly

With broken wings

It the end of me 

These Feelings

My heart pounds in my chest

Like a firecracker about to go off

What to do about this feeling

Should I cut out my heart

I don't need this feeling

It's meaningless, only to fail

I am going to throw it in the river to drown

to never feel again

I don't understand why we must

Allow feelings to take over our lives

Why can't we just be empty

To walk life like the dead

These feelings only cause me pain

Unbearable and uncontrollable pain

Like I'm loosing myself

I never want to become lost again

But I don't want to loose the feeling

I might want to fall again.

Can I or Can I not 

The Dream, Cannot be achieved

The dream I have 

Like an unforgettable memory

Haunting me like a ghost

It follow's me

And makes me relive the moments

I have lost

But the dream of happiness

Cannot be achieved

The dream to not think

To not feel

To see nothing but skies all blue

To have nothing 

But freedom

To have clean white wings

And soar in the sky

A beautiful melody filling your soul

But to have it ripped from you

Like your black wings bleeding on the earth

Chained to the ground

 by the evil within

Skin full of dirt and sin

With a frozen and empty heart

I don't deserve the angels dream

With that

I'll never take flight

Open the cage and let me fly

The air in the sky so sweet so clear

I want to fly in it

But it's way out of my reach

I feel the air, but only feel cold

I taste the warmth, but am frozen

I see my escape, but i'm bound by chains.

Why can't i fly in the air

Spread my wings and be free

Where is the knife to cut my chains

My pain and all my darkness

 How can I clean my skin

Wash away the dirt

I hate it the emptiness I feel

I hate this cage so small 

It's my prison,with not key to unlock
The burden I must carry

Can you free me

Can someone open the cage

and let me out 

to soar in the bright blue sky 

That I dream to reach

I strive for pain, I want happiness

They emptiness, The coldness

Are what I'm so use to

The never ending pain 

Is my best friend

I search for that small happiness

And then I push it away 

For the pain and suffering

It's what I strive for to feel pain

Because I can't get to close to that

Happiness

The world I do not belong

I will continue to ruin

My happiness to get my pain

To hurt and hate to smile and cry

Because I am not The world

And the world will not welcome me

Mystic Cover- Beneath the surface

The glowing water, calling your name

Beckoning you to come closer

Wanting you to see under the surface

But you can only see the surface

the beauty of it 

But underneath is dark and terrifying 

Like drowning again and again

The ugliness of the water 

The truth behind it's beauty

The lies it tries to cover

It wants Help

The water will kill you

But it wants you to drown in it

To accept it and not fight it

It needs your acceptance

Is it ugly, Is it beautiful

Is it old, Is it new

Is it untainted 

What do you believe?

Can you see beneath the surface

Or are you to scared 

To know the truth

Behind it's Mystic cover

The cold that can't be melted

The Cold icy wind, and the freezing air

Stops the time around you

You can breath, You can run

No more presure

You don't want to go there

You don't want to be remembered

You don't want to be judged

For the changes you have made

But that cold will only grow

It will continue to spread

Till your frozen and can't be melted

Time will continue without you

Because you can never stop it

The pain you feel will always be there

That none belonging feeling

No matter who you talk to

You'll always alone

No one knows how cold you are

Your slowly freezing

And it's getting worse

You need warmth

But who will listen

Who will care

Who will want to carry some of your cold

Is there such a person

Or will you become frozen in the cold

Your are burdened with