I am a servant of darkness

I close my eye's and they are there

The shadows that have come

To rip out my heart

I failed

I did not keep my promise

I let a human's words capture

Me

And in the end they were all lies

A fool I am

Black and white, is my world

What is fake, what is real

I wonder now

because I am lost inside the lie

I was to stupid to believe

His words seemed like magic to me

Like a prince on a white horse that

has banished all my demon's but in the end

he was a demon

Who ate my heart

I lie awake in the sunlight, but it won't burn me

Because the sun is only fake

I'm in the shadows all alone again

I forgive him but I must forget

The lies

The pain

I am a fool who falls for kindness

I am to tainted

To find a truthful person who will

Accept me for who I am

I shall take my pain

And walk through the door of darkness

Let them rip my heart out and leave me bleeding

As I am ready to die

I have already forgotten the outstretch hand

That pulled me out of the water

I was drowning in

I am back in the lake

Of my sorrow where I will stay

When the next hand comes I will not take it

I will ignore it and go deeper 

Inside of the water

Till I can't breath anymore

Because all that outstretched hands do 

Is laugh at your pain

And leave you with more

I am alright now

Don't worry 

I have found my light

In the darkness

Goodbye world for I have found my 

Peace

When you see me in the light 

I do not feel the light

For I am a servant of darkness

That is a shadow 

Who has fulfilled her promise

To never believe a humans

Words again.