Broken Me...

Slowly dying 

Nothing left

Empty and Lonely 

We Forget

Pain is All I feel

Because I am the wounded

The broken

The tainted, Tainted by something

I never had control of

I wish to erase the dark dirt

That has clouded my skin

Un-washable,  never to disappear

I want time to erase

My existence

I can't feel my heart it's cold

Love it died a long time ago

Blood I need more to fall

Laughter, was it ever real

Tear. I shed to many

Pain I feel it so much

What's the difference?

Do you understand I died

That innocent little girl

That never understood

The meaning of being

'Different'

I broke

I am nothing, a shell of who I once was

What do you see

When you look at me

Do you see?

Beauty?

Light?

Happiness?

Laughter?

Shyness?

Lies!

I filled your head with lies

I am nothing like that

Everything you see is the mask

I show to prove

I am okay

I am fine

That I am not broken

But inside

I am crying, I cut

I scream, I wish

I need, I crave

I break, I shake

I fear, I hate love

Because I am the broken

Little girl who was two 

Stupid

To understand the meaning behind

A favour

To blinded to realize

What HE really meant

To be tainted by his hands

It ways I can never forget

Happy I kept my virginity

Even tho my innocence 

is gone

Disgusted

Dirty

Tainted

Pained

Broken

Burden

Die

Die 

Die

I wish for it, but cannot have it

I need it, but will not achieve it

Because I am worthless

I am broken, simply Broken

Isn't it funny

I am the broken little girl

I will always be

The worthless broken

Empty

Useless

No man, nobody

Wants a broken me

I am a nobody

I am broken

Even the mirror cracks

Because I am

WORTHLESS!!!!!