Injected

Injected with lies

Injected with pain

I close my eyes

And i shall sleep

No more pain

No more tears

Just silence and emptiness

I'm sorry

I gave my all

I gave my heart 

Too many times 

To break

I have nothing left

Not even a heart

For even that has grown

So cold

My skin burns

From my nails embedded 

My eyes they sting from 

The makeup running

I'm a monster

I ruin the things i love

It's my fault

Im sorry

I love you, but i was

Injected by Gods lies

God he hates me

God he laughs

God I'm done believing

God your nothing to me

God you lie

I prayed every night

On my knees, in tears 

The moment when the pain

Was too much

I prayed when happy

But you laughed at me

Cuz i mean nothing

I am nothing

But i joke

Inject me already

Let me lie to sleep

My eyes to never wake

It hurts again

I laugh silently 

In the darknes

Cuz my pain

It is so fucking funny