Don't I Wait

Don't I wait, that who I am

The girl who waits for

Your undying attention

Like a fresh glass of water

In a hot desert

Don't I wait, for your

Eyes to look at me with

Unconditional love so pure

It would make the skies scream

Don't I wait, for your lips

To kiss my skin like lovers

Making love for the last time

True passion in their embrace

Don't I wait, for your hands

To put down the controller

To a game far from reality

To hold me tight in your arms

Like a serpant holding its prey

Don't I wait, for your anger

To subside and your voice to

Flow calmly with the waves

As my body is comforted

By your warm embrace

Don't I wait, when I feel

The rays of emotionless pain

Roll off you, peircing my skin

Like knives at a murder scene

Don't I wait, for you to understand

A simple question as time

Ticks ats at my skin like a

Wood chipper at my skin

Piece by piece I fade

Don't I wait, for the loving

Words to leave your mouth

Yet when they fly through the

Air they are like daggers, making

A home in my heart to bleed

Don't I wait, for you to

Open the door and call me babe

Cause you left for a short time

But it felt like eternity

Don't I wait, for your attention

To find me brilliantly fascinating

For you to want to see every inch

Of what makes me so special

Don't I wait,  I wait for you

Every time you speak that word

Its like a hurricane inside my head

Because you never see that I

Always wait.

Don't I wait, for you to

Lay beside me with your warmth

Embracing my soul

As you sleep next to me encasing

My mind with plesent dreams

That only you create for me

I wait, I will wait until the sky

Turns black midday and the

Stars fall from the sky and

Crash into my chest killing

The feels that haunt my heart

Its like sandman created this

Heaven for me inside your eyes

And I love every moment of my

Reality, because your my happy

Ending

I wait, I always do

Forever and ever

For you