This Is The End

The dark Chilly morning as I realise again

Your gone from my site, gone from my heart

Like a emptiness that cannot be replaced

You walked away from me

Tears fall from my eyes

Wet and sticky tears like the blood

In my nightmares, I cannot breath

I scream your name over and over

Praying on my knees you'll answer

But silence is what I receive

I deafening eternity 

Buckets and buckets of water slowly

Fill in the tub, burning hot

Scorching my flesh making me scream in agony

As I sit inside the water 

I cry again and scream

I take the razer of hope, the only way 

For you to hear me, I lay it on my wrists

And watch the water turn red

My skin burns from contact 

But the pain feels amazing

He's not coming back The voices whisper

He doesn't love you any more They yell

Your weak... SHUT UP!

A looser....BE QUITE!

He hates you...NO!

He can't stand you....PLEASE SHUT UP

A burden......I CAN'T!

He'll never love you again....IT'S OVER!

Louder and louder, They pound in my head

Spinning and spinning,  My mind turns to goo

My blood is spilling there's nothing I can do

The world seems empty as My heart slowly beets

I lie back in the water and closed my eyes to peace

I will not continue living without Him by my side

So goodbye My dear world

For I'm Sorry

This is the end