Nothing!

It is over, Everything I have kept 

Everything I tried to protect

I'm afraid of it

I'm afraid of loosing

I've smiled when I've wanted to cry

I've hated when I really loved

I've hid my feelings from the world

I've hid my darkness

I'm so tired of trying

Of wanting somebody to want me

Stop hurting me

Stop saying I'm worthless

I don't want to hear it

I can't breath anymore if you 

Keep wanting me to die

Is it funny when I get mad

Is it something to bring up 

When I do something different

I hate your words

It's killing me

But Nobody see's the pain

I feel inside

Nobody see's the darkness surrounding my heart

Nobody wants me, Nobody can love me

Should I disappear

Your words and your faces

Made it obvious

I should

Because I truly have nothing!